I say, I lost myself

I left behind myself

I say, I grown up.

 I left that dusty road and grassy field

Where I used to run in sun with my friends

And then we used to gather under a tree

To share ourselves like close pals

And now I can’t thing to do that again.

I say, I learn to understand.

With a girl I was a friend.

With her I shared many words of pain.

We never hesitated sit too close on a log.

When I see her I feel thing are changed

And we can’t think to do that again.

I say, I am matured.

I used share my all with friends.

Never thought of what would be my gain.

With open heart I used to give away.

 But now I think what I would get if I help

And can’t think to be that kind again

I say, I’m kid no more.

 I don’t waste time to color my dreams.

 Don’t imagine of that kingdom of fairy tale.

I used to paint rubbish with joy.

But I now live in real world of pain

And can’t even imagine to laugh  like then.