Someone living inside

And a golden evening of winter

in a corner of my innocent heart

i feel warmth and a silence urge

that arouse many beautiful desire

I close my eyes and ask to him

Why are you so restless today?

What bring so much joy in you?

Is there anything you want to say?

Then he become more restless

flashes many moments in inward eye

Every Moment was about you and me

how you came to live in my nights

your every words is like a touch

your smile became ray of charm

If you still believe you are so far

Come and just once look into my heart.

wage of toil

Wage of toil (Poem)

In dim moon light a vague shadow

A fleshly screen unlike human being

With head between his dirty knees

Face wrinkled with patches of blood

Looking at his dirty rough palm

A coin wage of his toil after the day

Too small yet all for him, all he got

Toil gave him just the cursed appetite

Was paid to mock him, a cruel satire

Then he takes a breath of peace, agony

And laughs on his fate, a common fate

Echoes all over, a bitter nonsense laugh

The glory of creation and hard work

Faded into agony of that laugh,

In abysmal night that dominates his life

A abysmal night that is truth of his life

How can I say to u 

When morning comes 

n golden light shine on ur bright face

a sweet dream fade away

u wake up a gorgeous smile 

u take my name in ur heart 

I feel ur scent in the wind

though we r too far

but doesnot mean we dont meet

How can I say that

what u mean to me

How I can I say that

what u make me feel

How can I say that

How U touch my soul

When u come to my dream

and say with a smile that

" I am yours"

U came like a thunder smile

that change my life in a spur

U came Like a merchant of dream

That gave me a dream to love

and u came to me like a someone

that I was just living for

and u just cast a spell

and make my life butiful as never before

How can I say that

what u mean to me

How I can I say that

what u make me feel

How can I say that

How U touch my soul

When u come to my dream

and say with a smile that

" I am yours"

All I wana say just to u

that I luv U

and I will always do

I will not b far away

n u will always find me

whener U reach out to touch me

calling my name

Just u r in me

I was walking alone

alone in my way

dont know when u join my side 

now I started to feel

It was for good

thats what was in fate of mine

just u r in me

I cant stop feeling

I cant stop thinking about ya

Just u r in me

I cant stop luving

I cant stop dreaming about ya

I have spend many springs

with an empty heart

I didnt noticed whn u came

dn u filled all dt

just u r in me

i cant stop looking

I cant take my eyes off ya

just u r in me

I cant stop luving

I cant dreaming about ya

I just feel I find myself

but after losing my heart

I just wish if its dream

I die before wake up to light

When I hold u 

I just wish 

that moment dn get freeze

I will just live life

live my whole life like ds

because just u r in me

and i just wish

it will stay the same

I will look at ur gorgeous smile

and will not take my eyes off ya

just u r in me

i wish ds wish comes true

and I will live my life holding u 

How can i say lie is sin

I know few faces
that lie to themselves
to be happy as they are deprived
deprived of all joy they deserved
and heart keen to every bit of happiness
If a lie can make them smile
How can I say lie is sin ?

I know a child
who has a fake smile
whose eye was once too bright
with all dream that he had inside
now pieces of broken dream poke his eyes
if lie make him forget some pain
How can i say lie is sin ?

I know a old
Who is waiting to die
his whole life he toiled so hard
for a smile on faces of dear sons
but he sacrificed all for those ungratefull
if lie can make forget few things
How can i say lie is sin ?

and here is me
confused where i belong
I pretend to be happy with what i am
But I left behind road to my real fate
if lie make all feel like my dream
How can I say lie is sin ?

Whats taking over me

New feelings

   with my mortal frame of flesh and screen

i cursed with many feelings

i saw a rose that endowed a nice laugh

then heard her cry in dark night 

i have heard song of blossom and daffodils

then witnessed grief in the wind

burning myself in the flame of reality 

i translated words of my heart

though I used to feel every feeling deeply

never thought share my soul

and I used to try hard to go beyond

what my was a poet's urge

I used to dare to touch my emotional string

but one day all gone in vain

one day wind carried a note to my ears

my soul sooth with a debonair

joyful smile of a face enchanted my heart

that deep valley which was once empty

was overflown by some wishes

hand, once keen to touch flower and plant

was seeking just touch of her

I never wished that I would be like this

but i feel nice and warm from inside

words that might have irritated me before

is sweet when comes out of her

Its mine when I'm awake and when I'm asleep!

and now This I intend to keep

Bringing spring's aroma and soft warm April rain

I will tell her my feelings

though I dont know what really I feel for her

as its just like dream and debonair

Love in the air

Whats the feeling taking over me

I spent many spring with pale heart

But someone had paint it red this year

I wake many nights on this bed before

But now wake with dreams of someone

a rose plant was always in my garden

but I never felt those beautiful as now

a magical touch must have changed me

this year I will really live the spring

Though I always loved to feel the rain

now those drops really touch my soul

In stillness I used to play my flute

that flute dont sounds melancholy anymore

Though I used to walk on grass at dawn

now I walk on it bare feet to feel dewdrops

a magical touch must have changed me

this year I will really live the spring

I used to always be with my friends

now sometime I like to stay alone and smile

though I always love to sing from my heart

but now I love humming in my lonely spare time

I was filled but yet I was empty from inside

Even deepest corner of heart is now filled with dreams

I guess,a magical touch must have changed me

This year I will really live the spring